`Sugar Coated Delusions`

March 10, 2009

kowts

Filed under: Main — melfabro @ 12:30 am

If you were here beside me,
I would stare @ your face,
look into your eyes,
hold your hand very tight &
kiss you as I look at your face.
I would wish to God:
“… sana sakin ka na lang”

Mahirap umasa sa wala,
Mahirap magmahal ng taong may mahal ng iba,
Mahirap ipagtanggol ang taong walang pakialam sa nararamdaman mo
At higit sa lahat mahirap masaktan ng wala ka namang karapatan.

Ang puso
Nagmamahal,
Nasasaktan,
Napapagod…
Tanong ko nga sayo…
Ang puso mo ba nakakaramdam?
O baka nagpapakamanhid ka lang?

Kahit nasasaktan ang isang tao
pinipilit pa rin nyang magmahal;
Bakit? Dahil ang puso pwede mong sugatan
Pero di kayang turuan…
Patuloy itong titibok…
At patuloy na magmamahal.

Paano mo malalamang mahal mo ang isang tao?
Pag hinahanap-hanap mo sya?
Pag nami-miss mo?
Siguro nga…
Pero kung mahal mo talaga sya,
Masaya ka pag masaya sya…..
Kahit sa piling ng iba.

Pag may taong nagmamahal sayo,
Ayaw mong aminin na nahuhulog ka na sa kanya,
Natutuwa ka ‘pag andyan sya
Pero ayaw mong ipahalata.
Paano na lang kung lumayo na sya?
Di mo rin ba aamining nasasaktan ka?

Masakit ang makita mong iba
ang mahal ng taong minamahal mo…
Pero mas masakit ang magkunwaring
masaya ka para sa kanya
habang iniisip mo na:
“…sana ako nalang ang minahal nya”

“MISS NA KITA.”
…sabi ko miss na kita!
Ano ka ba naman?
Wala ka man lang bang reaksyon?
Sa bagay, miss LANG naman.
What if… I say…
“I LOVE YOU.”
Mag-react ka kaya?

Mahirap magsabi ng “SORRY”
Mahirap magsabi ng “MAHAL KITA”
Mahirap magsabi ng “KAILANGAN KITA”
Pero nalaman ko…
Pinakamahirap palang sabihin yung:
“MAHALIN MO NAMAN AKO Ohhh…
pleaseeee…!”

“People can hide all things, except for two:
One, that they are drunk.
Two, that they are in love.”

“Don’t tie your heart to a person who has nothing to offer you. You may say you’re in love, you might even say he/she is your soul mate, but is that enough to fill your need for love? let go. It might hurt for a while, but when you get over it, you’ll find it’s for the better.”

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